The Sun has Set

What I beheld with grace bit me off

It was scary, the pain that inched me

Everything seemed so natural, so blessed when I looked back

Never anything said that all of a sudden I would become slack

Ever, like this.

The Sun always shone clear, warm and lovely

It always kissed right on the cheek with an affable affection.

It slapped today when I tried to overlook the obvious

When I focused on not allowing my heart to realize

That she had gone miles away from it forever.

I was accustomed of losing myself in the twilight of your dim eyes

I never wanted a dusk to break into my perfect life.

Every helpless feeling dawned into the new horizon of my new sight,

When the Sun of my living had set into a sterile, ugly night.

I wonder if we were ever two beings having a common heart

If out scent ever interwined and glistened the aura.

I drowned in reality, the preposterous had occured

My life, in every form, had noticeably broken, flustered.

Was I smug in acting the way my heart yelled me to do?

I agree to the cons confirming that I was the man with emptiness.

I actually never held a chalice of love and offered it to her!

I always expected that she had known that I loved her...

This kind of insecurity has never came across me

I'm feeling afraid of death!

Death - the unavoidable, inescapable fate of anyone

I know I'll die without her.

The charisma of your faintly lit face still haunts me,

When you visited me for the last time.

I tried to understand the cause of your rejection then

But today, it's completely insignificant.

I'm like a blind searching for a coin in the mayhem.

My willingness to live this cruel world which always gave me pain

Was just because I knew I had someone to live for.

Everything has quickly changed.

I failed searching for something that could stop me from dying

Everyday.

I wish, someone showed me the way to her

What my heart dreams everyday, wants to feel now.

I cannot retain my blood in the veins if she doesn't returns

I will have to collapse.

I cannot remember when my heart had last fret,

But I know that the sun of my life has set.

And I want my set sun back!