When I see you with him

It brings a tear in my eye

And my throat gets choked.

It rips my soul apart

After murdering my hopes.

It wounds my heart

It shatters my dreams.

It cuts me into pieces

My bleeding body screams.

It kills me inside

And my life is lost.

It forces me to stand

Naked in the frost.

It pours in me the chill

Which bites my broken bones.

Blood clots in my veins

While I shiver alone.

It makes me paralysed

I cannot move a limb.

It all happens simultaneously

When I see you with him.

It makes me feel betrayed

When you caress his hair.

I am completely helpless

I can do nothing but stare.

It inflicts scars on my heart

It devastates my wishes.

It slashes my moaning spirit

The flame of optimism extinguishes.

It pierces my mind

I can barely think.

It replaces the ground with an ocean

In which I slowly sink.

It corrodes my strength

It tatters my skin.

Then despair rains over me

As I know I cannot win.

It sucks all of my life

It makes me completely grim.

I cannot pause my breakdown

When I see you with him.