I Bleed for You

I was neglected by your happy jovial eyes so often,
That I was forced to feel like I'm a petty lonely orphan.
Your jaunty laughs suppressed my existence in such a delightful way,
Today, I've forgotten to love, smile, and snigger and feel gay.

You kicked me off your life with so much ease,
And almost immediately my beating heart was declared on lease.
You forgot everything about me, my all hopes and dreams,
Despite you knew that I always echoed your name whenever my nightmares screamed.

I felt I was being pranked upon when you fled,
But when you never returned, my eyes got red -
Due to pain and that blood, which my heart pumped sadly,
So that I could cry that blood out as a symbol of remorse, quite madly.

My tears were not significantly enough to display my distress,
And clearly show that how much your absence could harass -
Me, and my faith in all good, holy things happening around.
Your absence shouted in every part of my body without making sound.

I used to attach my name to you whenever I called you up,
But now, I no longer had the right to boast my luck.
It all ended the way which couldn't have been more painful and sad,
And out of this pool of dysphoria, it was only you who emerged glad.

I was left to drown and drown in the deepest layers of sorrow,
While you comforted yourself on the smile of Lord Mellow.
You never valued me much and so escaped any kind of suffering caused because of me,
I was the fool who regarded you as a silver bowl which contained my little glee.

I was pushed naked into the blades of loneliness because of you,
When you stayed tender and jaunty with your love in the rivers of fresh dew.
I found no alternative to keep myself aloof from getting troubled and blue,
As everyday, without a fail, I bleed for you...

You never felt the pain which I received when you left me that unlucky day,
And you never even tried to listen what my languid heart had to say.
In a second you kicked that stool, on which I stood with a rope around my neck,
Leaving me hanging, and allowing me to get choked to death.

The waves of my true love roamed aimlessly in the ocean of despair,
To ask you to come back but they couldn't even trace your single hair!
You had firmly broken all those links which could further connect you and me,
When you had kissed him with acceptance in that auspicious breeze.

I'm broken today; my each part is holding a strand of my dead hope,
Which wished that someday you'll come to me and together we'd elope -
And enter into a world where no hindrance could interrupt our love and its fresh hue.
But today everything has collapsed, and I'm left to bleed for you...