I gave you my pain

I was bad, I was so insane,
Knowingly without regret, I gave you all my pain.

You were the First Angel the good Lord ever sent me,
To help me smile and build a beautiful future which I could later see.
You helped me in every initiative I took,
And I never felt that your faith in me shook.

You encouraged me; you taught me how to love,
You fitted all of my feelings in a heart-shaped glove.
Overwhelmed, I disclosed all my troubles to you,
You didn't murmur and told me that they were really few.

I was bad, I was so insane,
Knowingly without regret, I gave you all my pain.

Seeing 'hope' in your eyes, I became confident.
I finally felt that all my problems would come to an end.
I jumped, I sang, I danced,
Your presence was like the most effective magical wand.

You tried so hard to keep your word,
You tried everything possible, good or nerd.
I started to enjoy life and smile,
After giving you all my tensions, I lived the expression of River Nile.

I was bad, I was so insane,
Knowingly without regret, I gave you all my pain.

When things started to work, my elation had no bound,
The affliction had all vanished from my open wound.
I felt so great for the first time in my life,
I thought now I would never suffer or retaliate or strife.

But once I noticed your secretive smile,
That was saturated with something that was only meant to beguile.
You never clearly showed any discontentment for me
Was it true? Or you just pretended to fake an emotion for me to see?

You were so great, true and winsome,
You never made me feel as if I were a burden,
I’m so sorry if I over-expected from you –
You gave me everything you could except your mirth’s hue.

I have no courage to receive any more favour from you
You did everything you could and now I don’t need anything ‘new’.
You’re my friend, that’s my most valuable possession,
You gave me the true selfless friendship’s sensation.

Nothing more I claim from you –
With these words, I bid an adieu,
“I was bad, I was so insane,
Knowingly without regret, I gave you all my pain.”