I'm always yours

Finally, I accept, you were the only one who made me shine
Who always stood beside me and prevented me to cry or whine
It was you who made me realise that I was fine,
So, even if you leave me alone, I'll only consider that you're still mine.

I may live a delusion this way,
But it's better than to stay alone during the day.
I will still think about those colours which aren't grey,
When I rise up in the morning and go to pray.

I know you haven't still betrayed me,
The time we spent together will never allow you to stay free.
You'll think about me is what I can clearly see,
Sometimes these ideas make me feel an inexplicable glee.

But I have to accept that this is all false.
My mind often reminds me this fact and calls -
'You cannot impose a friendship or intimacy,
It will worsen the bad situation and this is an inevitable prophesy.'

Ok, fine, I'll try to ignore her presence.
But my soul will never forget her essence.
For me, perhaps, she may have closed all her doors,
Still the sweet truth is - Hey girl, I'm always yours...