She Couldn't Live More

Life had ended for her that very day,
When she found herself chained in utter dismay.
She never thought that she could be targeted,
And her joy would be mercilessly bracketed.

This is a warm story of a once jubilant girl,
Who was the life in the many happy curls -
Of affection, love, friendship and trust.
People cared for her with all their thrust.

She always used to stay safe and jaunty,
Nothing in this world had that vehement effrontery -
To trouble her and distance her from the joys of this life,
As she was mostly frothing up and engaged in innocent jives.

But still she felt some loneliness despite all this,
She felt that her life still did not give her bliss!
She longed for a true love that could complete her,
And then even her weak wings would flutter!

Then came that day when she saw a guy,
She was open-mouthed by the charm he lifted.
Slowly she became close to him and finally his love,
She started to feel she was really blessed and gifted!

Her attraction towards him caused some discomfort in others,
Her friends tried to avoid her as much as possible.
All their affection retrieved quite harshly,
And that stunned girl looked helpless and deplorable!

There were tears in her eyes, and her voice screeched;
As in front of the Almighty she wept and beseeched
To give her back those friends which were lost,
And that luck which this world had once brought.

But the Lord had no plans to heed her prayers,
So she started losing her charm layers by layers.
The only good now she had was that boy,
And with him she planned to live her remaining life with joy.

He was the perfect blend of everything she needed,
And slowly she started recovering her losses and was again beaded -
Into the delicate string of her happiness and life,
Which was once attacked by a blunt knife.

He was all she wanted,
She loved him a lot despite she was often taunted.
Finally this world secluded her from it,
And did not care even if she might break in bits.

In awe and madness, she cut herself occasionally,
And packed her open wounds with salt painfully.
She became addicted to this feel of anguish and suffering,
And only the verses of melancholy her heart was able to sing!

But, her love was still with her,
He was the remedy of her every sad spur.
They stayed together and that boy became ever close,
To her and whenever they were together, the time froze.

His guffaw vibrated the strings of happiness within her,
Which went mute after that final stir -
Of dejection and the endless tears,
Which were intimately brought to her by her very own dear(s).

A feel of restlessness and grief could be always spotted in her deep eyes,
Which was always conspicuous even though that pain she tried to hide.
She never wanted him to feel sad because she was unhappy,
She only longed to see him smiling and jolly!

The day she kissed him went a long way to wean,
That hatred, contempt and the subsequent gangrene.
That day they swore to each other that they will always be together,
And at any case, both will prevent each other to suffer!

The boy brought a wave of happiness and colours in her faded vision,
Which she accepted readily without any hesitation.
She was so glad to see that the rainbow was no more grey,
And the sun indeed shone bright during the day.

She responded effectively to his love,
She sang songs for him, kissed him and loved him.
Her loyalty for him could be definitely used for giving an example of,
She fought those things which dared to bring him some intense grim.

So, their love for each other was so true and ideal,
But it all collapsed that day when it brought a sharp ordeal.
He called her up and said with a low tone,
That he loved her no more!

He emphasized that they can be friends even then,
But they won't display that intimacy.
She will continue to occupy a place in his mind, which was indeed special,
And that promise was indeed no fallacy.

She went numb after listening to what he said,
She did not utter a word and sat quietly on her bed.
He was still on the phone asking her not to weep any tear,
But she did not respond as if nothing she could hear!

She opened a drawer and took out a bottle of sleeping pills,
She needed them for sleep everynight.
But that night was different, important,
So she took out a handful of pills and simply watched them by her sight.

Then there was a thud and she fell on the floor,
After staring those pills and pondering over his words more.
The sleeping pills scattered all over the place after falling from her hand,
So amazing, they were not responsible for her death!

The words of that boy choked her life and she died,
This much was her love for him and she never even tried to hide
It from him, still he betrayed her love and behaved so sore,
Whatever may be, now she couldn't live more...