Who Cares?

Who cares if last night I had wept?
Who cares if the whole night I hadn't slept?
Who cares if it was death I had dreamt?
Or, it was my happiness that I had lent.

People say a friend may do so,
He would care for you without saying 'no',
He may serve himself to make you smile,
And be true to you and never beguile.

If he does so, he is your Best Friend,
His feelings for you are impeccably grand.
He is always there as a helping hand,
Who values you more than the golden sand.

But, the world hasn't made anyone 'best'
So the logic of having a Best Friend - you can detest.
No one will or can be true to you ever,
Even if you did everything good to let him prosper.

People are made selfish and insane,
At some point of time, they'll harm you for their gain.
The friend you considered as 'best' will also deceive you
And all those cronies whom you thought you completely knew.

One can never feel another person's pain.
Even if he is gentle, altruistic or sane.
No one will care about you one day,
And amidst immense darkness and solitude, you will lay.

Sadly, I'm facing these days,
I know how it feels when there are no light rays.
No one has come to hold and liven me,
I'm waiting for my Best Friend to fetch me some glee.

I'm waiting since long but no one came.
Helpless, I want to die by cutting my vein..
Where are those mortals who promised to support me?
I can figure no face in this misty, rough sea.

That’s why the term 'Best Friend' remains undefined.
The world has never witnessed someone who is that kind -
Therefore, who cares, if you die some day?
Even a word of gratitude for you, your Best Friend won’t say.

He may even not know whether you are alive or dead,
Whether all your clothes are drenched in red.
There are no pure feelings left anymore -
Its only wealth and flattery that people allure.

Don’t get attracted towards someone showing special care or hues.
One only lives for oneself is what's true.
And if you ever find anyone loving you blue,

You are in heaven and it is God doing that to you.