Survive

I found you, was the most holy thing I could do.
I understood you, was the finest thing I could then do.
I felt you, was the cutest sensation I had,
I loved you, simply made me great and mad.

You were always in my sight,
Still I never approached you to feel some delight.
I thought you wouldn't care for me and be unwise,
You would also mock me and happily notice the million tears falling from my eyes.

I thought you were harsh and patronizing,
Though you appeared smart, peaceful and enticing.
Something within me stopped me to reach you,
It forced me to keep my mouth sewed.

But one fine day my conscience lost against you,
You are in Angel - it felt and its misconception blew.
We talked a little and then a bit more,
And within minutes, ‘I would be true to you forever’, I swore.

You turned out to be the most pretty belonging I had,
Your smile, your company was so pleasant and red.
I didn’t know you much then,
But I made firm my idea to make you my most special friend.

You were an aid to my every wound that ached,
Your ten words cheered the every sad fish in my heart’s lake.
Your one touch healed every sorrow I had,
It lit up a candle of affection in every corner within me that was sad.

You were the sweetest Angel’s face,
You were the one whom God created with all his grace.
You came so pure and true in my life,
You gave me the real hope to reform and survive.

I could see something in you that coerced me to reveal all my secrets,
The faith in your eyes made me relaxed and confident,
You have no idea how perfect and soothing you are,
A 15-minute chat with you made me all jubilant.

The best part is, my friendship is not one-sided or hollow,
You also tell me all your secrets, deep or shallow.
When I asked you, “Are we friends?” and you said “Yes!” in a tone so sweet and gay,
Believe me, such an obvious thing completely made my day.

I can never find a friend I saw in you,
I just want your eyes to be as transparent as at that time when you saw me true,
I can leave this world to take your side,
Everything personal of my life, in you I confide.

Please be my friend forever,
I promise you- My faith in you will never sever.
You are the thread connecting all the scattered beads of my life,
If you left me ever, trust me, I will not survive.

Yes! I will not survive…